yesterday+today

well, after everything that happened yesterday, last night was actually amazing. more than amazing. like the best night of my life.

so, homecoming was at this really big deal hotel, and in the biggest ballroom, and everything looked great. first we ate this ah-mazing dinner, which was soo good :]. then they did some boring awards or whatever, then we danceddanceddanced all night. the dj was awesome, we did "crank that" like two or three times. :] but they had ALL the best music, which is good, 'cuz we were all sort of hoping it wouldn't be all christian stuff. But of course, the teachers got super mad because of people grinding, lol. they got kicked out and stuff, but of course that wasn't us. that's trashy anyways, and we definatly aren't. me, emily, and leya decided that just for last night, we weren't going to worry about anything- because everything that's been going on is just bringing us down, expecially after the Taylor and her brother thing yesterday... that's going to be a problem when we need a ride.. and of course Janelle is still gone. but seriously, if i know Janelle, she's probably partying it up on some beach in Mexico by this time. she'll be okay.

anyways, so last night we promised not to think about any of it. Not to worry is our makeup was smearing, if our hair wasn't perfect, or if a bunch of random guys were texting us. I know that sounds sort of weird.. but everyone needs a night like that.

and, of course, Ethan was there.

he looked gorgeous.

let's make this clear again that my friends HATE, HATE, HATE him. more than anything. they think he's a pothead and that he cheated on me and stuff, when we were together. But i know him way more than they do, and i think it's way unfair that they say that. Because none of that is true.

he was wearing a black shirt with a red tie, and he brought me a red rose, which didn't even match my blue dress, but i didn't give a fuck because everything was so perfect anyways. he hugged me and we talked through dinner, and my friends eventually got over it. i don't know if i already said this, but he's a skateboarder, (and he taught me a little last year) so we talked about him going to some big deal competition or whatever. we talked about his school, and my school. we just talked, and it felt so good.

for a while, i didn't see much of him. i was dancing with my friends, and he was with some other people he knows. i met up with him again at the end, and we went outside. he said he feels extremely bad he left me, and i won't say the rest. but we ended up kissing on the front steps of the hotel, with limos and all these people right there. usually that would've never happened in public, but tonight, i didn't care. it was so great.

garet didn't call me all night. so he's way done. ethan said he'd call me today, so i might see him.

so after that last night, i was staying over at the hotel with leya and emily. ethan wanted to stay, and he could've because taylor wasn't there, but he said he had to go home so he did. he was amazing though, i'm so glad he went.

me and the girls stayed up so late, talking about tonight and all. leya was around brandon m. alot, as you know if you were there! he ended up asking her out at the end. emily isn't going out with anyone, but she likes seth c. shh!

so now, im in the hotel, with my laptop. its so nice outside now, me and the girls are going to the beach after we visit taylor. i know she's going to be so sad she couldn't go last night, and can't go today, but there will be other dances. tonight may have just been the best.


anyways, that's it! write in, i'll be watching!

love,, aly <33 :]]