well, after everything that happened yesterday, last night was actually amazing. more than amazing. like the best night of my life.
so, homecoming was at this really big deal hotel, and in the biggest ballroom, and everything looked great. first we ate this ah-mazing dinner, which was soo good :]. then they did some boring awards or whatever, then we danceddanceddanced all night. the dj was awesome, we did "crank that" like two or three times. :] but they had ALL the best music, which is good, 'cuz we were all sort of hoping it wouldn't be all christian stuff. But of course, the teachers got super mad because of people grinding, lol. they got kicked out and stuff, but of course that wasn't us. that's trashy anyways, and we definatly aren't. me, emily, and leya decided that just for last night, we weren't going to worry about anything- because everything that's been going on is just bringing us down, expecially after the Taylor and her brother thing yesterday... that's going to be a problem when we need a ride.. and of course Janelle is still gone. but seriously, if i know Janelle, she's probably partying it up on some beach in Mexico by this time. she'll be okay.
anyways, so last night we promised not to think about any of it. Not to worry is our makeup was smearing, if our hair wasn't perfect, or if a bunch of random guys were texting us. I know that sounds sort of weird.. but everyone needs a night like that.
and, of course, Ethan was there.
he looked gorgeous.
let's make this clear again that my friends HATE, HATE, HATE him. more than anything. they think he's a pothead and that he cheated on me and stuff, when we were together. But i know him way more than they do, and i think it's way unfair that they say that. Because none of that is true.
he was wearing a black shirt with a red tie, and he brought me a red rose, which didn't even match my blue dress, but i didn't give a fuck because everything was so perfect anyways. he hugged me and we talked through dinner, and my friends eventually got over it. i don't know if i already said this, but he's a skateboarder, (and he taught me a little last year) so we talked about him going to some big deal competition or whatever. we talked about his school, and my school. we just talked, and it felt so good.
for a while, i didn't see much of him. i was dancing with my friends, and he was with some other people he knows. i met up with him again at the end, and we went outside. he said he feels extremely bad he left me, and i won't say the rest. but we ended up kissing on the front steps of the hotel, with limos and all these people right there. usually that would've never happened in public, but tonight, i didn't care. it was so great.
garet didn't call me all night. so he's way done. ethan said he'd call me today, so i might see him.
so after that last night, i was staying over at the hotel with leya and emily. ethan wanted to stay, and he could've because taylor wasn't there, but he said he had to go home so he did. he was amazing though, i'm so glad he went.
me and the girls stayed up so late, talking about tonight and all. leya was around brandon m. alot, as you know if you were there! he ended up asking her out at the end. emily isn't going out with anyone, but she likes seth c. shh!
so now, im in the hotel, with my laptop. its so nice outside now, me and the girls are going to the beach after we visit taylor. i know she's going to be so sad she couldn't go last night, and can't go today, but there will be other dances. tonight may have just been the best.
anyways, that's it! write in, i'll be watching!
love,, aly <33 :]]
well, since i've last posted a few hours, here's what happened:
1- emily convinced me to go to homecoming tonight.
2- taylor was in an accident. her brother's 15, and yeah, not really supposed to be driving alone, but he drives us around all the time. and now that his parent's lexus suv is seriously messed up, he can't do that anymore. and taylor was in the hospital, but apparently is okay, but her wrist is hurt. (i havent talked to her yet since i kind of want to let her rest before i tell her about the next thing.) and obviously, she's not going to be at homecoming.
3- me and garet broke up. i did, because right now i need him to just accept that this is a crazy time and i can't see him all day every day. he was almost crying on the phone. i felt a little bad, but whatever... i don't have time for him right now, not to mention he's not even going to homecoming because he's going... hunting. wow, retarded, much?
4- leya was questioned by the police about Janelle. she said that they sounded really weird, but i think they were to all of us. her parents are kind of blaming us, too.
5- rene got in may-jor trouble for apparently leaving school campus at lunch on friday? (i wasn't there.) so now apparently she can't have her halloween party, which is just around the corner isn't it? it doesn't matter too much, with everything going on it doesn't seem like it would've been much fun.
oh, by the way. i can't believe i forgot, but ethan's going to be at the dance tonight. with me = single, ethan=single, and ethan=likes me, um, its pretty obvious what's going to happen. so we'll see.
write me, i'll be checking the inbox.
love,, alyy.
well, if i had you all thinking that this was going to just be all "today i went shopping. i got three outfits from Juicy. And yeah! Commentzzzzs????" you're so wrong. because the truth is, 1- we all have more sense than that. You're not a chosen one if you're not smart. and definatly not if you get three outfits from Juicy. and 2- my life isn't all just shopping, friends, lol, fun, lolol. latley i've been writing down only the best that's happened to prove a point. See, I'm right. You all have been writing in like, "wow, your life is so fab, i wish my life was fab, blah blah blah." well, it is. but past the obvious, none of you have so much as thought twice if this is all that goes on.
like when emily and taylor were over. no one wondered what we talked about, because everyone assumed we talked about clothes, boys, garet, other boys. except, it didn't happen like that. what we did talk about is Janelle. and what we are going to do now that we aren't friends with Natasha T. anymore, since she knows every one of our secrets and has suddenly left town. And what happened to Janelle? she's gone.
Let me just say that Janelle, those of you who knew her would agree, that she is probably the most gorgeous girl in california. sorry. but it's true. she just always WAS. from when she was little to now, every year its been some big thing with her. boys were always around her, girls always hated her, and the thing was is that she had no friends. she knew everyone, but didn't hang out with anyone. she was so independant that she didn't need any friends. and that really takes alot. Janelle was ah-mazing. but she was closest to us. which is why we've been questioned for her actual disappearance.
did we know anything that went on? no. honestly. We never saw her on that day. We hadn't talked to her for 24 hours before. If she chose to tell someone where she was going, it wasn't us. but people aren't buying it. people dont like the truth.
and natasha? She was our best friend forever, for eight years. and then, we had a fight (over a guy) and she moved to LA, and we're all wondering waht we're supposed to do without her. she was the one we'd take when we go shopping; she'd pick out the most amazing outfits, she could go into ANYWHERE and put together something awesome that wouldnt even be that expensive. we miss natasha. but mostly Janelle.
today's homecoming day, also. and while i blew off the game last night to party it up with some old friends, i don't even care about the dance. our school is sooo stupid. its strict, too, so the whole damned thing is more like a banquet. psh, i dont even care.
write in.
love,, alyy
since there's nothing else to really do right now, me, emily and taylor are going to talk! :] ( since leya isn't here because she has super strict parents- oops, i mean she has to clean her room 'cuz her maid is sick.)
(ps- dont expect two posts a day like there's been latley. yes, we have a life. its such a priveledge YOU even get to read it.)
it's emilyyy! and so you can tell me apart, im going to write in purple. so me and the girls were just talking about the fray. love em or hate em? we happen to ah-dore them!
(its taylor now!) yep, we saw them in concert this spring, they're so amazing live, too! i mean, yeah, we all love t-pain, but seriously? every it girl needs a band, too... a signature band that doesn't suck. that you can talk about with guys too! its definatly a win-win.
yea, so we were talking about that... uh.... and we were also tawking about the b-list at our school! apparently Rene, the main b-lister, is throwing some party on halloween to boost their status- and invited us. yes, girls, we'll show- with no one other than the hawtest- and only- guys from our lovely bro school that are going to show. so eat your hearts out! :] i already asked gare-bear, of course he'll be there! and taylor's going to be bringing that cutayyy, trenton. and em?
i'm bringing Cliff. (hes a wrestler. totally cute thoo!)
and yeah. leya isn't sure she can go, so not sure about her. yeah this entry is COMPLETLY RETARDED :] but we'll be checking email now, so email in if you want to hear from all of us!!
love;; ALY, TAYLOR, AND EM! :]]
today was just hilarious. im sorry, but seeing trish come to school with her new knockoff bag that is JUST like emily's hermes? emily told her off good! i can't wait to see what she tries to pull off next.:]
so, i'm just going to give you an overview of my normal day!!
first, i get there early, around 7:30 AM. because i just dont DO late, and when i'm there early i get an extra chance to primp and get in a starbucks frapp before classes start. and leya usually gets there first anyway, and emily and taylor and i carpool. so leya always gets the drinks, and if it's been a good weekend, on monday we usually split a breakfast wrap. and since WE'RE there early, most of the other girls come too. and all of our followers watch from afar, while we talk about shopping or latley, Garet has been the topic of our conversations. :]
then, at 8:00, class starts. We all have homeroom together, so we all go to our room, where we are allowed to finish the starbucks. and then, i have math with leya. the teacher always looks so nervous- like OMG THERES HIGH SCHOOL STUDENTS IN HERE! we always laugh about that ;]. then we all have PE together, which latley we've been doing nothing except laughing at Trish! then i have study hall- ALL BY MYSELF- but of course, no studying goes on. yeah, im all alone, but its not so bad, i just talk and answer questions from b-listers bout my hair stylist and/or shoes. We have bible after thatt, which is mostly a talking class. and i usually text gare-bear! (love that name ;]) then i have computer- which is torture. because, i have to listen, and cant text. after that is lunch. i dont know how lunch is at your school- but at ecs, its so much better. we are offered ONLY healthy options. and i dont mean like a dying lettuce leaf and some carrots. i mean like Vitiman Water (live on it!), any kind of calorie-burning drink POSSIBLE, as well as alot of coffee and smoothies, wraps and crussonts. awesome. THAT is the best part of the day. no, not eating, but that's where it all happens- where people are going to talk about your adorable outfit, fragments of last nights hot hookup are going to be sent through cyber space, and new girls are going to wander over to your table and you're going to have to show them who you really are. after lunch i have physics, geography, and english, but none of that's very eventful. and then, i meet up with Garet.
well, i have more plans for later! the gurls are coming over to work on our "ENGLISH PROJECT!" but really we're just going to chill :]
love, aly :]]
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hey again!
today turned out to be alright- not as much fun as i thought i'd be, since i didn't see garet at all. however.
well, i'll just let you in on a secret about today- so em, leya, and tay, brace yourselves!
you know when i just simply had to have that starbucks black & white brownie on the other end of the mall cuz i was soooo lightheaded?
well, the only calorie fix i needed was Ethan.
yep, remember him?
the one who almost seperated our friendship cuz you were so jealous of me?? ;]
well, i met up with him. i havent seen him since MARCH, remember, and he was texting earlier because he wanted to see me. :/
well, nothing happened, relax. we talked for about a total of 10 minutes, 'cuz obviously buying a fat filled brownie couldnt take any longer, (unless of course there was a huge line, or an ah-mazing sale at Juicy that would last for 5 minutes only! ;]) and then he left. well, all he said was he wanted me back. and as easily as i could've said, oh sure! i remembered garet. and what Ethan did to me and all he put me through. you girls remember what i used to be like? (just an fyi, i was a total freak for a month.) i couldn't do that to myself again. and, Garet is just so much more amazing. but since Ethan was my first and all- i just wanted to talk. so yeah, thats that. and Garet will get TOTALLY pissed if he finds out, so your lips are sealed, girls!
well, at the mall, all i got was a Juicy necklace that is alright, it's Tiffany-style with the design and is pretty cute. but i'm not so sure about it. so it wasn't a very big shopping day!
after the mall, me and the girls went back to my place (and if you read earlier, you'd KNOW! ;]) and just chilled and baked for a while. well, I didn't bake, im paler than pale, but i also have the best skin. ha!
so anyway, tomorrow's going to be fun! it's homecoming week!
and by the way. ethan doesn't go to the guy's school [st. ncs] so i never see him. but garet does, and i have plans with him tomorrow!
leave me love//email!
love,, aly :]]